cravings

wanting to go to sleep without nightmares.
wanting to go to sleep without the light on.
the strawberries in the refrig and fried eggs on toast.
the right guy. from all the right perspectives and angles.
viva la vida.
some guy to seriously talk to.
someone's mind.
a crowd full of music.
a willingness to do things.
the cracking and popping of my ceiling beams to stop.
seattle. all of it.
these two pairs of skinny jeans from delia's...
more photos on the disposables for eky.
a real camera.
narrow stairs and O.
american prehistoric by warm in the wake.
not messing up where my mother is concerned. for a long time.
to love.
the rain on this side of the mountains (for ONCE!)
green grass.
no more sagebrush fires on hillsides.
the smell of wax birthday candles.
and to be loved.

-d