observations

i noticed walking home one day that in the middle of the street, right in front of our house, was a bird. unmoving. it hasn't moved for two whole days.

people tend to use fill-in sounds when unsure. a lot of them.

i went tanning for the second time in my life. my entire torso is burnt. except the peace sign near my right hipbone. where the sticker was.

my feet tend to fall asleep no matter how i sit down.

my friend is being held prisoner by his own mother. we have almost no contact with him, and he lives twenty miles into the foothills, right near the mountains.

people think they are sure of everything. they're not. i know i'm not.

i've read two books about vampires over the past four days.

i learned a life lesson yesterday.

nice young men from el salvador who stop to help you with a broken down car on the highway are...nice.

cars are not nice.

they don't make light blended creme frappucinos at starbuck's anymore.

my debit card was declined two nights ago. at the golden arches, of all places.

my right foot is definitely asleep by now.

i have a doctor's appointment in the morning.

i am missing someone. who, i'm not sure, i should be missing this much. already.

SUNY at purchase is possible.

i sang regina spektor songs during work today. all night.

i have jeans coming.

i need to deposit the paycheck.

i hurt. inference: this irritates me.

i want to learn italian. i have yet to see pisa and florence.

i am merely wanting to release creative energy at this point.

...

and i still hurt.

-d