so the ghost of corporate future came and visited the other day, as you can see.
i didn't even realize it was there with me this afternoon until i got home. i smell like coffee.

"people are just people, they shouldn't make you nervous"
well lucky me, i was blessed with a good mixture of confidence and extrovertness and awkwardness and shyness.

i'm going to take off both my shoes. i'm going to make myself vulnerable again. whatever chances i'll get, i get. one last time, for a very long period of time, at least.

i dread and wait for an answer. past history dictates that, in theory, it won't work.
hope says to...hope.

-d