crawl

Every insect and arachnid is trying to invade this house. Flies, bees, earwigs, spiders...

Do they know something we don't? Like how animals somehow instinctively run right before any of us know something bad is happening?

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A whole summer not knowing where you are, and a whole month with little to do but work. At least the prospect of making money will keep my mind off of most things.

You are exactly what is wrong for me. I know it. And yet.
You're my go-to fantasy when things feel lonely. I mean, damn, boy...you are a fine specimen. Who hasn't thought about you?

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Young the Giant and Broken Social Scene have been keeping my ears company these past couple of weeks, and they are damn good company.

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Some changes may be made. For one, as long as I'm not always working the day shift and/or weekends, I intend to get more sun on my skin. Safely, of course--after the softball game and the barbecue this last Sunday, I don't think lobster is a good look for me. I intend to reset my body clock, and my eating habits, and perhaps, when I can afford to, go swimming more. Or just exercise in general. We'll see how that long I can hold to these resolutions.

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Is it the nose? It might be the nose. Or at least, the nose is part of it. I have a thing for noses. On the right faces, of course. That sounds weird. But after shoulders, voice, and eyes...yeah. All of that is doing it for me. I apologize that you should fall victim to my thoughts, but there it is. "Well, that's what's left." Guh. Weird. I thought you were supposed to be a whore of sorts, I mean, that could just be gossip, but the while the friends I have here tend to spread rumors, they also never lie. So. Hm.

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Congratulations, 2011. I can't even begin to think of a year from now. Jeebus.