i am hung up on that moment

what did you say? i don't think i ever heard directly. but i didn't want to ask; it already made me awkward. geez, that's how self-conscious i am--and i don't even know what you said.

nonetheless...

it's hard to say. it really is. fickle.

you are definitely different to me in every way; not my opposite, but definitely different. this scares me. i only hope it's not like last time i was scared of something like this.

-d