mon propre destin fabuleux ne démarre pas de lui-même, tandis que je l'attends pour commencer. je dois y arriver.

I don't want that.

I want you.

I have a distinct feeling that the universe, or perhaps my own brain, is telling me something. After watching quite a few movies with the same kinds of through-lines of carpe diem-ishness in their main characters (not the least of which is Amélie, my favorite movie of all time to date), I know a few things about myself and what I should do if I want to obtain those desires which I know will make me happy.

The first of those desires being you.

The first of those actions being something along the lines of "Why wait? Just do."

Everything will sort itself out; I need to stop trying to read ahead.

The first step to reading any book? Open it.