unhome

for a brief moment in the timeline of my life,

i got to feel at home in my body.

not even a full year.

will i ever get that back? i owe $5,000 because i wanted to remodel this house, and for what? waste of an investment.

and how am i supposed to be a home for you, now? and how am i supposed to be a home for a family?

i'm a lonely, abandoned, rotting church. i'm nobody's home. i feel like the rats that use it for shelter and nothing else.