day 30: a list of things to which i wave my handkerchief

- Polished-heart-shaped stone
- Guilt, in the form of bottomless ice water
- The hypothermia that goes with the above
- Sentence fragments no wait, keep those
- Chicken McNuggets
- My feathers
- Looking over my shoulder for the sound of hooves on pavement
- Worrying about you
- Worrying about the stretch marks on the insides of my thighs
- Am I good in bed?
- No abandon
- I can't kiss you because you'll think I love you and that would scare you away
- Flat pillows
- Tonight's Boxer weather, thank you for lingering
- My attachment to my longer hair
- Laying out my veins and capillaries, end to end, just to see if there was something I missed when I first saw you on Saturday
- Don't
- leave
- me
- hanging on
- Taking ten extra minutes at lunch
- Planning around your possible next visit fuck it
- Lingering

-Dana Winter