life was going so well, actually

so get this, right, get. this.

i'm about to start teaching the theatre daycamp i taught last year on monday

i'm also about to start regular rehearsals next sunday for midsummer (n/m that they're an hour away from where i live)

oh and on the 7th, i go back to americorps tutoring for summer school for 1 month

i also am at an okay point in my loan payment, but i still had to dip into my emergency fund a bit this year

i'm ALSO just starting to look for an apartment b/c i'm tired of my mom and brother looking at me like i'm dumb every time i try to explain or ask something and i'm just tired of being dependent

so now, you say, is the perfect time for the car i drive to need a new engine?

WHAT KIND OF GOD, I ASK YOU. WHAT KIND OF GOD.

this is the last fucking thing i need, THE LAST. GODDAMN. THING.