all signs point to no

I’m floating and
it’s not a freeing feeling

I feel lost in space
Almost like I need someone—
Anyone—
to pull me back down to earth.

That was hard for me to admit,
that I want a tether,
but it’s always in my nature for my feelings to have someone on standby.
I have no one on hold.

I know I was weird.
I know I can be too much.
Just put me out of my fucking misery and tell me.