i need everyone and everything else in my life to just stay okay, or get better

because it's looking a little stormcloud-Shakespearian over here. Nothing else can go wrong, nothing else is allowed to go wrong.

I don't feel like writing about it and listing it all here right now, but suffice to say we need to fucking vote Medicare For All up and down the ticket this election. I'm sick as hell and everything has just snowballed from there.

Honestly 2020 is 0-for-2, worst fucking start to any fucking year that I can remember and that's including 2017.