2.21.2009

fix me.

i get it, God.

I GET IT ALREADY!!!! ACTUALLY, I DON'T!! I DON'T GET THE REASON WHY MY STUPID, NAÏVE TEENAGER OF A HEART HAS TO BE BROKEN BY THE SAME BULL IN THE SAME FUCKING CHINA SHOP!!! I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHY!!!!!

how many times do i have to go through this before i find reciprocation? requitedness? a two-way street? because this one-way has a dead end, i'm pretty sure because of the millions of signs that told me so on the way to this point, but i didn't believe them because i haven't reached it yet. potholes and bumps and snags and bends and hills to climb regardless.

same old fucking story.

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